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jounetsuko18
25 November 2009 @ 09:26 pm
Attention: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question. ... Or you will be infected with the internet flu and your 25th born will grow up to be on Reality TV!


Who sleeps in bed next to you?
my cat Ginger!!!

What did you last eat?
Burger King- Double cheese burger with a small fries

What TV shows are you watching?
lots but mostly smallville, soth park, deadly women, sponge Bob, Degrassi etc

What are you reading right now?
Nothing right now but I want the sequel to "UGLIES"

If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be?
Japan!!! osaka Japan with friends ^_^

What's really creepy?
Some guy marrying his video game...okay....

Name one odd item within five feet of you.
ummmm my clothes all over my chair...IDK...

What's your current fandom / obsession / addiction?
w-inds, Shota shimizu, Japanese language/writing/music

What did you really want to do today that you didn't?
Home work lol but I'm still resting

What are you most excited for?
My new CDs that should be comming in the mail.

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
Live Journal, twitter, face book, Thelma Aoyama blog, some jpop music forums and my JP blog, yahoo

What was the last thing you bought?
Food

What do you want right this minute, off the top of your head?
A new iPod

What's your biggest procrastination method?
I just have a procrastination problem! I do everything the day before it's due.

Are there any bits of childhood that you miss?
Yes, before I met someone in my life

Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter?
Autumn Duhhh that's my name! lol and spring

Say something to the person who tagged you.
Thanks for the tag! [info]cosmickimchi This was fun ^_- I guess Imma real sexy person then LOL! Jp

Now I'm gonna tag.... [info]sapphire_niji [info]screamit0ut [info]xiao_tsubasa [info]cocojewels or anyone just passing and wants to do it :)
 
 
where am I?: heya
How I feel: awake
♪I'm listening to♪: STAND BY ME - 清水翔太
 
 

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jounetsuko18
23 November 2009 @ 12:36 am
I got my lovely copy of shimizu Shota and Double Collabo CD the day it came out!!! I love my mizu!!!
DOUBLE is kool too I have lots of her songs on my iPod.
They are both sweet smooth R&B singers.
I've supported Shota even before he debuted O.O! たくさんのLOVE for Him >.<!

「おやすみのキスを~Good Night My Love~」
It's really really good please consider getting a copy or download whatever just listen!
I have to hear it before I go to sleep at night....lol

Here is the inside of the CD

The whole theme makes me have a クリスマス feeling and 温もる inside >.<
I'm sooo happy they did this collabo! It's the best Collabo he has done so far :)
It's so good that I had to buy the other VERSION too! Shota support!!!

ANYWAYS

I have never been this busy with school before in my life. College is crazy hard! しょうがないね。。。
I'm breathing so I'm still alive lol
well,
Good Night my Loves LOL (pun)
じゃね :)
 
 
where am I?: heya
How I feel: giddy
♪I'm listening to♪: 加藤ミリヤ loves m-flo / ONE DAY ~夜空 Remix~
 
 
jounetsuko18
06 November 2009 @ 11:50 pm
You want to be invited into my little world...
so I've been told
You want to embark on this journey with me
Lets see if you're worthy
This is my LJ so I have that Authority
It lightens up my day that you came by
maybe you want to stay?
If so...
You don't have to let me know
Just add me and I will return the LOVE
Thanks for reading all that is above =)



-Autumn R

 
 
where am I?: heya de
How I feel: artistic
♪I'm listening to♪: いつか、虹の下で - w-inds.
 
 
jounetsuko18
06 November 2009 @ 10:28 pm
I tried to tell them

I'm going through so much

It's like they're just brushing me off

You play it tough and that's never enough

Guess they don't understand what they don't know

God, please free my soul

I'm under everyone else's control but my own

my skin is as hard as a rock and a stone

Crying is not a sign of victory

crying is my way to show my dignity

I'm just letting you know before you go

No one knows what they don't know

-Autumn R
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where am I?: heya de
How I feel: accomplished
♪I'm listening to♪: Forever in my life - JoJo
 
 

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jounetsuko18
09 September 2009 @ 09:06 pm
As I open my mouth
nothing comes out
thoughts spiraling about

My bones stiffen
my hands clenching into a fist
everything my brain tells my
mouth to say it's dismissed

now I'm pissed, I'm not in control anymore
I still have time I could just run right
out that door

My heartbeat races in my ear
sweat trickles near my eyes

I'm wasting time
another second and I'm screwed
everyone, I'm sure knew

They could see the fear in my eyes
makes me wanna cry...

maybe that's a lie
my mind's just playing tricks on me
to hurt me

How I feel, maybe they can't see
maybe it's just me

bright lights,
shined upon my forehead
noise became dead

I took a deep breath and
made some progress

Just what I wanted came out
a melody and a tune that
was conveyed to you

-Autumn R
 
 
where am I?: poem Land
How I feel: nervous
♪I'm listening to♪: honey - 加藤ミリヤ
 
 
jounetsuko18
06 September 2009 @ 09:19 pm
OMG!
I was just informed that
shota Shimizu my soul mate has influenza!
He's SICK! my poor mizu! 可愛そう
I love you and hope you feel better!
I'm soooo sad now!

genki o dashite shota <3

I wrote this in school for him (I was bored)

<3 peacesV
 
 
where am I?: room
How I feel: worried
♪I'm listening to♪: miss you - Shimizu Shota
 
 
jounetsuko18
05 September 2009 @ 09:28 pm

The sight of you brings me joy
The feelings that I feel
I want to ignore

I adore your smile
You say I make you proud

I haven't felt this way in a while

I stalk you with my eyes
You give me butterflies

I just want to pretend that
we are only friends
but I'm lying to myself
deep down inside

I just want to run away and hide
Do you notice this?

it's pure bliss
still, I'm dieing inside

It's like a toy you can't have
In this case, it's a love that will go untold
you probably will never know

We may not become something more
than friends
but at least you will be my
best friend till the end

-Autumn R
 
 

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jounetsuko18
04 September 2009 @ 12:17 am

Lost in my own world
A world that's so cold
I'm drowning in my self vanity

I try to cover it all up as
my fake eye lash falls to the floor
I need more! I need more...

I use lavish amounts and yet
it doesn't count
the pain won't go away...

I'm shivering again today
I think it's getting worse
I'm starting to see dirt!

If you were to look at me
you'd probably just see a women's face
but when I look at me
all I see is a disgrace
a waste of space

A worthless person, that I try to hide
behind fake pride and cosmetic lines

don't know how I got this way
I don't know who made me this way
It's no one's fault but mines

It's about time that I find the Answer
to this curse that you may not see
haunting me~ 

-Autumn R
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where am I?: heya
How I feel: creative
♪I'm listening to♪: LOVE OF MINE - DOUBLE
 
 
jounetsuko18
27 August 2009 @ 12:32 pm
omfgosh I don't have the internet untill the weekend! I'm writing this from my phone I'm so angry! tomorrow is my first day of college as an offical freshman lol a freshman all over again... ahhh I can't wait to write an entry properly! I hate this! *sigh...* shoganai I guess... well that's about it PEACES V
 
 
where am I?: bed
How I feel: mad
♪I'm listening to♪: boy - miyawaki shion
 
 
jounetsuko18
23 August 2009 @ 12:05 am

The rising sun's rays
gaze upon your face

It feels so great being
in your warm embrace

It's just you and me
in this little space

My heart's racing can't you tell?

You put me in a spell
when I look into your sparkly eyes

It's like I raise out of my body
and float way into the sky

I guess I'm just glad that you're my guy

There are no "what if''s" or "how's"
we're only living in the now

That's it
you got me
I'm all yours

Lets not waste time
tonight is ours to enjoy~

-Autumn R
 
 
where am I?: in my own world
How I feel: ときめき
♪I'm listening to♪: loop in my heart - m-flo loves EMYLI & Yoshika